Envy is a very dangerous thing.
It destroys friendship.
It makes people take each other for granted.
It causes immaturity to sparkle at the top.
It causes stomach aches.
It results in tears.
When one person tries to rise above, but the other defaults -- then when is it the right time to give up?
Well, my dear friend who's stuck in a hard place right now. I wish you all the luck in a happy choice and disposing of the dark energy around you.